My words unspoken in my head
are just as true
as they're irrelevant
like my love for you
remains unrequited- they
remain unchanged unvoiced and powerless.
Should I choose to divulge these letters
and-
speak out loud is that better than
remaining silent-
keep the upper hand
and not reveal what's in my imagination?
Or take the low road spew out hateful epithets
to make you falter,
twisted on this guilt trip
play the role
like I'm so
damn innocent
tears and sobs my best weapons
broken hearted manipulation
strangle your esophagus
with arguments
of pettiness and-
relative emotions
drowning out all voice of reason.
When will we realize that both
curses and blessings come
just as easy and quick
as the next second
its all just a heartbeat reaction
but they leave lasting impressions
and scars beneath the surface
judgment of the surface
will affect the subcutaneous
and cut marks and incisions
to the organs cause
scars and hardness
so
let's agree to judge each other
with mercy rather than condemnation